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bloodsfire
Ghost
 
USA
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 Posted - 12 August 2004 : 9:11:01 PM
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Tis only the God in you that speaks Mazeppa, and the heart that knows what it is to ache with every beat, alone, enraged, broken and weary. Death will do that to you.....
"Say hello, to the shrinking in your head, you can't see it but you know it's there, so don't neglect it." |
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Mazeppa
Zombie
 
USA
897 Posts |
Posted - 14 August 2004 : 09:22:32 AM
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4 days ago a friend of mine just committed suicide, Sgt. Brian Havens. 42 years of age....he had the unfortunate experience of being platoon Sgt. with U.S. Army Rangers during the Panama invasion, and meeting up with a group of what I diserned to be Cuban mercs. 4 members of his platoon lept up and charged, without instigating adequate cover fire, M-23 grenade launches, air support, light machine gun, nothing. They just lept in.....and got gunned down. When you train to be gung-ho, tradgedy often occurs. And he was responsible for them.
Brian was a good friend, we would explore woods and swamps, get drunk together and wrestle, train martial arts, pull wild escapades. He was always relible to pour metal at my foundry, and always concerned with the animals and wildlife in Tampa Bay. He was honest, a good man, and never backed down from a challenge. And DAMN we had some good times. The thing that really gets me, is that he is dead, and I had naught seen him in four years. Hung him-self in his house, his girl Lisa found him, coming home from her job at Animal Rescue.
The point? Keep in touch with friends, if you have to go away, leave contact info. We can check out of this hotel at any time.
mazeppa
From Earth to Sea,
Clouds carry me.
From Sea to Earth,
I turn at birth. |
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Iceheart
Undertaker / Pink Star Lover
 
Australia
1157 Posts |
Posted - 16 August 2004 : 11:11:40 AM
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How sad Robat , I would say Im sorry but I dont know what Im being sorry for.
Instead, I offer you a rose, Rose-Bat  . Since my Grandma passed away a few weeks ago, I learnt that theres no point in someone being sorry for your loved one dying, because its no their fault (well usually) so instead I ask poeple to send me a rose instead. She liked roses, and they smell pretty and look really nice as well. Their a methaphor of life anyway.
It is sad to hear tho, that your friend has left the hotel. Suicide is so selfish.
(Ive already opened this can of worms in another post, dont start the arguement again in this one please )
Here is my pink rose. Its pink because I like the color pink, and roses are pretty to look at so my theory is it will make you think of happier times with your friend/loved one.
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Heaven bent to take my hand, and lead me thru the fire.
Be the long awaited answer, to a long and painful fight.
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bloodsfire
Ghost
USA
162 Posts |
Posted - 04 September 2004 : 7:01:35 PM
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Suicide only seems selfish when you must sufffer the loss of a loved one. But then, we all suffer anyway don't we? Perhaps we should think more of the heart break and despair that must haunt the one who has gone on...The most painful thing to me is the thought of my lost one feeling truly alone, being truly dead inside. I don't think of his death as a selfish act, I only pray that whereever he is, he knows I am with him still. For him, to know how I love him, even though his death has made life hell for me, that matters most...sometimes I would'nt mind joining him. It would be selfish of me to judge.
Let him without sin.....
You all know the rest.
"Say hello, to the shrinking in your head, you can't see it but you know it's there, so don't neglect it." |
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UnknownLoser
Poltergeist
 
USA
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Posted - 08 July 2005 : 07:11:36 AM
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Not to take the topic off the way it's going or anything...But, what about people who refuse medical help when they're dignosed? Isn't that a form of suicide as they don't even try? My Great Grandfather refused medical help when he was diagnosed with Lou Gerick*'s diease. The whole family had to watch him waste away slowly. And the day he died he was still refuseing medical help. He was only 68 I think. The doctors said if he had help he could have lived longer. (There's no cure)
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morbidrancorfetish
Corpse
USA
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Posted - 19 January 2006 : 1:18:09 PM
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life is what we make it...but sometimes it can be curl enough that you wish it away.i have been pressed to the point of not wanting to be here ,but i think we all do at one time or another.keeping someone on restperators to stay alive can seem like a good idea ,but dose that show a sign that you are greedy not to let your loved one pass over?my moher shoot and killed my father two years ago and he comes to hunt me but not my mother.i belive if he had not been killed while feed thedogs the one thing he enjoyed he would have not came back to see me.but he is my father and he loved my dearly he was fighing bi-polar and depression , my mom thought she was releasing him from him self.she never spent a day in prison for it.death has always been a taboo thing is just about every part of the world.
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Superstitions of suicide
