While
none of my experiences were all that intense, there are several
things that I have seen and heard that are more than real.
I was born in a tiny town not far outside of the New York border.
The town grew up as a railroad/mining town. Our house was built at
the edge of town, the owner liking his privacy. While everyone in
town took him to be a bachelor that spent most of his time at the
rail yards, it became apparent, when the old man died, that he did
have a son.
The son moved in and raised a family there, also working on the rail
yard. The family produced two sons. (Tin types of the family were
found in my bedroom closet wall when we remodelled.) After this
lineage, a daughter and son were born to one son and the other died.
It was this son's daughter that greeted me not long after we moved
into the house. It didn't help that she had died almost thirty
years before I was born.
Through the back door, across the old linoleum floor to the
staircase, in the room at the top, I lay snug in my little bed. I
had been playing earlier that day and had left an old music box
(found in the room when we moved in) open, on my dresser. My
parents were downstairs, enjoying their television, when they heard
me scream.
I had rolled over, disturbed by something in my sleep that I
couldn't quite explain, and sat up. My music box, completely
unwound when I'd gone to bed, was playing cheerily. But it wasn't
that that had woken me. It was the figure of a girl standing next
to my bed, gazing out my bedroom window into the backyard.
My first thoughts were that she was lovely, long blonde hair and a
pale blue dress, hands clasped behind her with a slightly sad air
about her.
It changed quickly, though, when she turned to look at me and
instead of disappearing, advanced on me, hands outstretched, her
face changing from benevolent to cruel in a heartbeat.
My mother sprinted up the stairs with more energy than I've seen in
her since, driving her away. But it would not be the last time I
would see her, though after that, each visit was absolutely
benevolent.
A few years later, we (the family and I) began remodelling the
house, tearing out walls and finding pieces of the house we had not
counted on. Anyone who's ever remodelled a house knows the strange
things that can be found in a house's walls. Between the gross of
finding a mouse corpse in one of my walls to finding the remains of
a burnt-out old chimney on another, we also found a death
certificate.
For one Elizabeth Grimney, born July 17, 1940 died march 22, 1952.
The cause of death was so blurred with time, and so undeterminable.
But, we finally had our ghost. Elizabeth. We've realized, too, that
'my' music box was hers too, tied to it somehow.
Since the remodelling though, I've not seen her. And I have the
sinking feeling that I won't again. Strange, I feel as though I've
lost a friend.